not so good post.

ok. this wasn't supposed to be my intended post today.
but someone just spoilt my mood today.
So I have to really get things off, before I get to my nxt post on my wonderful day ;))

1. I dislike being talked to in a hostile tone when you can talk to your precious son in your oh-so-nice tone.
2. I don't like being not respected when I haven't done anything to not deserve it.
3. I can understand that being in your position is tough; but you don't have to act as if I owe you my life; as if you can destroy me anytime.
4. I understand that the current situation is giving you stress; but you aren't the only one.
5. I understand that you're tired aft work and everything; but look, I'm not the one giving you trouble.
6. Like you not liking coming home and seeing quarrels between us siblings (which don't happen at all now), I don't like coming home to be yelled at when I've done NOTHING at all.
7. I understand that you care; but your common-sensical lectures can be saved for your precious son, who needs them more than I ever do.
8. I really understand that you care, but you really need to reflect on the way you express yourself.
9. I understand that your son is very precious to you; but you need to be able to recognise who are the ones who really care.
10. Because I really do understand and care, I forgive you for everything hurtful that you have done and said to me.
I'll forgive you and continue praying for you that you may be changed for the better.

ahhhhh.. I feel so much better :))